Neal McKay put the
last suture in the jagged cut on his patient’s calf. He stripped off his gloves
and stepped back from the table. He glanced at the clock. Nearly three PM. He
should have been home an hour ago, but the day hadn’t gone as planned. As the
only doctor in town, this was the norm.
As usual, his day
off had been filled with emergencies. A fractured tibia, a case of congestive
heart failure, an acute allergy attack and now this.
They…his wards…should
be at the house. He groaned and felt no more prepared for parenthood than he’d
been the day he’d learned about his foster sister’s death…a week after her
funeral. Even if he’d known, he wouldn’t have been able to leave his patients
to attend the service.
He groaned. The
thought of being responsible for the twins’ care brought waves of insecurity.
None of his experiences in the past had prepared him for this day.
“Do you want to do
the dressing?”
Neal looked at the
red-haired nurse. “He’s all yours.”
“Thanks, buddy. I
owe you one.” Jack Gardner glared.
“If you’re talking
about the patch job, just doing my thing.” Jack’s reaction made Neal chuckle.
In college, they’d spent hours one-upping each other. He missed the days when
they’d been like brothers.
Jack raised an
eyebrow. “Is there a problem you need solved?”
“You might say
that.”
“I’m not sure I’m
qualified.”
“I don’t know
about that.” Neal watched Patty Sue Crawford’s gaze center on his friend. He
grinned. Maybe Todday was the turning point. Since his arrival in Prairie ten
months before, she’d pursued him like a wrangler after a runaway steer.
“Can I go back to
the ranch?’ Jack asked.
Neal frowned.
“Only if you promise to avoid horses and cattle until the stitches are out.”
“How long?”
“A week.”
“I can do that.”
Neal doubted the
truth of the statement. Since Jack’s return to the ranch last month, he seemed
bent on proving he was Cowboy of the Year.
“I’d rather admit
you for the night. Give you some intravenous antibiotics and injections for
pain. Once the local wears off, you’re going to know you’ve been hurt.”
Jack slid to the
edge of the table. “No hospital. What if I stay at my grandmother’s?”
“Might work,
especially after I tell Miss Hattie to tie you to the bed. Your injury is
nothing to take lightly.”
Jack laughed.
“Grandmother will see that I obey orders. She should have been a general. You
coming to the barbecue Saturday?”
“I wouldn’t miss
it,” Patty Sue said.
Jack looked away.
“Honey, your presence is a given. I meant Doc here.”
Neal shrugged.
“I’ll see how things go. My wards arrive Todday. I’ll probably be too busy
learning how to be a daddy.”
“I can’t imagine
you with a pair of doggies.”
Neither could
Neal, but he wasn’t about to admit it. “I don’t have a choice.”
“Guess not. I kind
of envy you. You’ve achieved fatherhood without the M word.” Jack chuckled.
“Bring the doggies with you. The ladies will love them.” He shook his head.
“Never thought you would be saddled with kids. They’ll make big changes in your
life.”
Patty Sue opened a
dressing kit. “I think Neal…Dr. McKay will be a wonderful father.”
How did she manage
to make a deliberate slip of the tongue seem natural? “Thank you, Ms. Crawford. See that Jack has a
copy of the discharge instructions and make an appointment for Friday.” He
waved to Jack. “I’ll call the prescriptions to the pharmacy and have them
delivered to Miss Hattie’s.”
“See you and the
doggies Saturday,” Jack called. “I’m sure Grandmother expects to see you
there.”
Neal nodded. He
would be at the barbecue with the twins or Miss Hattie would come for him. The
town’s matriarch was used to having her way.
He strode down the
hall to his office. Parties at the Gardner
mansion were events to be experienced, but he wasn’t sure he could handle an
evening of listening to the benefits of life in Prairie.
He had to go…home.
But there were things he had to complete before he left. He welcomed the delay
in facing this new responsibility and sat at his desk to phone the drugstore
and write a note on Jack’s chart.
Home -- the
twins -- his legacy. He groaned. Jack was right.
Two babies would
force changes in his lifestyle that he wasn’t ready to make. He wasn’t even
sure where to begin.
Instead of heading
home, he reached for a stack of letters he’d received in response to his
queries about another temporary position. The time to move had come. A year
was long enough to stay in one place.
But he had a
family now. His choice of where to head next had to include them. How could he make a home for the twins? He’d been raised as a foster child in a
series of placements. A football scholarship had allowed him to escape the last
foster home where he’d endured three years of being treated as an outsider. He
slammed up barriers against the memories of those days.
Those memories
brought no answers to his current dilemma. His lifestyle didn’t lend itself to
an instant family. The longest he’d stayed in one place had been the four years
in college and the same amount in medical school. Every time he considered
staying in one place, his anxiety level peaked.
He shoved the
letters in a drawer and left the office. He’d do his best for Sherri’s babies
but he couldn’t promise them a stable life and a real family. With this thought
firmly in place, he left the clinic and jogged down the street toward his
rented house to face his foster sister’s attempt to turn him into a family man.
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