Chapter 1
Life is the greatest of all mysteries, and though I
seek to solve its many riddles, my deepest fear is that I will succeed.
--CiCi Bajur, philosopher
* * *
Immersed in its primordial glow, a comet soared through
space with incredible speed. Three thousand years had passed since it last shed
its light upon the tiny blue planet known to its inhabitants as Godsland, and
the effects had been cataclysmic. A mighty host of comets followed the same
elliptical orbit as the first as they returned from the farthest reaches of the
solar system. Their light had already charged the atmosphere of Godsland, and
the comets themselves would soon be visible to the naked eye.
The cycle of power would begin anew. Radiant energy, though
still faint, raced toward Godsland, bearing the power of change.
As the force angled over the natural harbor where the
fishing vessels were moored for the night, it soared beyond them over the
Pinook Valley, and nothing barred its path. Beyond a small town, amid foothills
dotted with farmsteads, it raced toward a barn where a young woman dutifully
swept the floor. A slight tingle and a brief twitch of her eyebrows caused
Catrin to stop a moment, just as a chance wind cast the pile of dirt and straw
back across the floor. It was not the first thing to go wrong that morning, and
she doubted it would be the last.
She was late for school. Again.
Education was not a birthright; it was a
privilege--something Master Edling repeatedly made more than clear. Those of
station and power attended his lessons to gain refinement and polish, but for
those from the countryside, the purpose was only to stave off the epidemic of
ignorance.
His sentiments had always rankled, and Catrin
wondered if the education was worth the degradation she had to endure. She had
already mastered reading and writing, and she was more adept at mathematics
than most, but those were skills taught to the younger students by Master
Jarvis, who was a kind, personable teacher. Catrin missed his lessons. Those
approaching maturity were subjected to Master Edling's oppressive views and
bland historical teachings. It seemed to her that she learned things of far
more relevance when she worked on the farm, and the school lessons seemed a
waste of time.
Master Edling detested tardiness, and Catrin was in
no mood to endure another of his lectures. His anger was only a small part of
her worries on that day, though. The day was important, different. Something
was going to happen--something big; she could feel it.
The townies, as Catrin and her friends called those
who placed themselves above everyone else, seemed to feed on the teacher's
disdainful attitude. They adopted his derogatory manner, which often
deteriorated into pranks and, lately, violence. Though she was rarely a target,
Catrin hated to see her friends treated so poorly. They deserved better.
Peten Ross was the primary source of their problems;
it was his lead the others followed. He seemed to take pleasure in creating
misery for others, as if their hardships somehow made him more powerful.
Perhaps he acted that way to impress Roset and the other pretty girls from
town, with their flowing dresses and lace-bound hair. Either way, the friction
was intensifying, and Catrin feared it would escalate beyond control.
Anyone from the countryside was a target, but it was
her friend Osbourne Macano, son of a pig farmer, who bore the brunt of their
abuses. The low regard in which his family profession was held and his
unassuming manner made him an easy target. He had never fought back, and still
the attacks continued. Chase, Catrin's beloved cousin, felt they should stand
up for themselves since passive resistance had proven fruitless. What choice
did they have?
Catrin understood his motives, but to her, the problem
seemed unsolvable. Surely retaliation would not end the struggle, but neither
had inaction, which left her in a quandary. Chase seemed to think they needed
only to scare the townies once to make them realize such treatment would not be
tolerated. That, he said, was the only way to gain their respect, if not their
friendship. She could see his logic, but she also saw other, less appealing
possibilities, such as a swift and violent response or even expulsion from the
school lessons. Too many things could go wrong.
Chase was determined, though, and she would support
him and Osbourne in their fight, if that was their choice. But she did not have
to like it.
From bribing a woman who had once worked as Peten's
nursemaid, Chase learned that Peten had a terrible fear of snakes--any snake,
not just the venomous varieties. Chase planned to catch a snake and sneak it
into the hall during lessons, though he admitted he had no plan for getting it
near Peten without being seen. Just thinking about it, Catrin began to feel
queasy, and she concentrated even more on her work. As she slid the heavy barn
door closed to keep out the wind, she was submerged in darkness and had to
resweep the floor by the light of her lantern.
Her father and Benjin, his close friend, were returning
from the pastures with a pair of weanlings just as she lugged her saddle into
Salty's stall. She watched the skittish colt and filly enter the barn wide
eyed, but they gave the experienced men little trouble and would soon become
accustomed to frequent handling. The lamplight cast a glow on Benjin's dark
features. Bits of gray showed in his neatly trimmed beard, and his ebon hair
was pulled back in a braid, giving him the look of a wise but formidable man.
Salty, Catrin's six-year-old chestnut gelding, must
have sensed she was in a rush, for he chose to make her life even more
difficult. He danced away from her as she tossed the saddle over his back, and
when she grabbed him by the halter and looked him in the eye, he just snorted
and stepped on her toes. After pushing him off her foot, she prepared to
tighten the girth, and Salty drew in a deep breath, making himself as big as
possible. Catrin knew his tricks and had no desire to find herself in a loose
saddle. Kneeing him in the ribs just enough to make him exhale, she cinched the
strap to the wear marks. Salty nipped her on the shoulder, letting her know he
didn't appreciate her spoiling his joke.
Dawn backlit the mountains, and heavy cloud cover
rode in with the wind. A light spray was falling as Catrin walked Salty from
the low-ceilinged barn into the barnyard. Salty danced and spun as she mounted,
but she got one foot in the stirrup and a hand on the saddle horn, which was
enough to pull herself up even as he pranced. His antics were harmless, but
Catrin had no time for them, and she drove her heels into his flanks with a
chirrup to urge him forward.
In that, at least, he did not disappoint as he leaped
to a fast trot. She would have given him his head and let him gallop, but the
wagon trail was growing muddy and slick in the steady rain. Cattleman Gerard
appeared in the haze ahead, his oxcart leaving churned mud in its wake. Trees
lined the narrow trail, and Catrin had to slow Salty to a walk until they
cleared the woods. When they reached a clearing, she passed Gerard at a trot,
waving as she rode by, and he gave her a quick wave in return.
Fierce gusts drove stinging rain into her eyes, and
she could barely see the Masterhouse huddled against the mountains; in the
distance, only its massive outline was visible. Harborton materialized from the
deluge, and as she approached, the rain dwindled. The cobbled streets were
barely damp, and the townsfolk who milled about were not even wet. In contrast,
Catrin was bespattered and soaked, looking as if she had been wallowing in mud,
and she received many disapproving looks as she trotted Salty through town.
The aroma of fresh-baked bread wafting from the
bakery made her stomach grumble, and the smell of bacon from the Watering Hole
was alluring. In her rush, she had forgotten to eat, and she hoped her stomach
would not be talkative during the lessons, a sure way to irritate Master
Edling.
She passed the watchtower and the large iron ring
that served as a fire bell, and she spotted her uncle, Jensen, as he dropped
off Chase on his way to the sawmill. He waved and smiled as she approached, and
she blew him a kiss. Chase climbed from the wagon, looking impish, and Catrin's
appetite fled. She had hoped he would fail in his snake hunt, but his demeanor
indicated that he had not, and when the leather bag on his belt moved, any
doubts she had left her. How he had concealed the snake from her uncle was a
mystery, but that was Chase, the boy who could do what no one else would dare
attempt.
His mother and hers had died fifteen years before on
the same day and under mysterious circumstances; no one understood what killed
them. Since then, Chase seemed determined to prove that he wasn't afraid of
anything or anyone.
Catrin pulled Salty up alongside him, and they
entered the stables together. Once clear of the gate, she turned to the right,
hoping to slip into her usual stall unnoticed, but instead she saw another
insult. All the stalls were taken, despite there being plenty for those
students who rode. Many of the townies, including Peten, rode to the lessons
even though they were within walking distance. In a parade of wealth and
arrogance, they flaunted their finely made saddles with gilded trim. It seemed
they now felt they needed pages to attend to their mounts, and they, too, must
ride. It was the pages' horses that had caused the shortage of stalls. Catrin
stopped Salty and just stared, trying to decide what to do.
"What's going on, Cat?" Chase bellowed.
"Have the townies gotten so fat they need two horses to carry each of
them?"
"Hush, I don't want any trouble," she said
with a pointed glance at his writhing bag. "I'll stable Salty at the
Watering Hole."
"Strom may let you stable him there, but
certainly not for free. Where does it stop, Cat? How much abuse do they think
we'll tolerate?" he asked, sounding more incensed with each word.
"I don't have time for this now. I'll see you at
the lesson," she said, turning Salty. Chirruping, she gave him a bit of
her heels, trotted him around the block, and slowed only when she neared Baker
Hollis, who was busy sweeping the walk. He gave her a sidelong glance and
shuffled into the bakery. Inside, Catrin saw his daughter, Trinda, who stared
with haunted eyes. She rarely left the bakery, and it was said she spoke even
less often. Most thought she was daft, but Catrin suspected something entirely
different, something much more sinister.
As she turned into the alley behind the Watering
Hole, she whistled for Strom, who emerged from the stable looking tired and
irritable.
"Cripes, it's early, Cat. What brings you
here?" he asked, rubbing his eyes. He had once attended the lessons and
had been friends with Catrin and Chase. After his father died, though, he had
gone to work as a stable boy for Miss Mariss to help support his mother. He was
shunned by most. His humble circumstances and departure from the lessons marked
him as undesirable in the eyes of many, but Catrin enjoyed his company and
considered him a good friend.
"I'm sorry to wake you, but I really need to
stable Salty here today. The stable at the academy is full, and I'm already
late. Please let me keep him here--just for today," she asked with her
most appealing look.
"If Miss Mariss finds out, she'll have my hide
for a carpet. I can only stable a horse if the owner patronizes the inn and
pays a copper for the stall," he said.
Digging into her coin purse, Catrin pulled out a worn
silver half she'd been saving for an emergency. She tossed it to Strom.
"Buy yourself something to eat and take good care of Salty for me. I have
to go," she said as she grabbed her wax pad from her saddlebags.
Strom rolled the coin across his knuckles as she
sprinted away. "I hate to take your money, Cat, but I assure you it won't
go to waste!" he shouted.
Catrin raced back to the academy, turning toward the
lesson hall at a full run. Master Beron shouted for her to slow down, but she
was nearly there. She reached the door and opened it as quietly as she could,
but the hinge betrayed her, squeaking loudly. Everyone in the room turned to
see who would be the target of Master Edling's ire, and Catrin felt her face
flush.
She entered with mumbled apologies and quickly sought
a vacant desk. The townies gave her nasty looks and placed their wax tablets on
the empty chairs near them, clearly indicating she was not welcome. In her rush
to reach the desk next to Chase, her wet boots slipped on the polished floor,
leaving her suspended in air for an instant before she hit with a crash. The
air rushed from her lungs with a whoosh, and the room erupted in laughter.
As soon as she regained her breath, she immediately
held it, seeing Chase take advantage of the distraction. He slinked behind
Peten and slid the leather pouch under his chair. The drawstrings were untied
and the top lay open, but nothing emerged. Catrin stood and quickly took the
seat between Chase and Osbourne, still blushing furiously.
"This isn't going to go well for you, Cat.
Edling looks boiled," Osbourne whispered, but Master Edling interrupted in
a loud voice.
"Now that Miss Volker has seen fit to join us,
perhaps she will allow us to commence. What say you, Miss Volker? Shall we
begin, or do you need more leisure time?" he asked, looking down his nose,
and several of the townies sniggered, casting her knowing glances. Catrin just
mumbled and nodded. She was grateful when Master Edling began his lecture on
the holy war; at least he was no longer adding to her embarrassment by making a
bigger fool of her.
"When Istra last graced the skies," he
began, "the Zjhon and Varic nations waged a holy war that lasted hundreds
of years. They fought over conflicting interpretations of religious documents,
none of which could be proved or disproved. Meanwhile, the Elsic nation
remained neutral, often acting as a mediator during peace talks. Many times
peace was made only to be broken again upon the first provocation.
"Then there came a new Elsic leader, Von of the
Elsics. He ascended the throne after killing his uncle, King Venes. Von had
been clever and murdered his uncle during the harvest festival, when there were
hundreds of people in attendance who might have wanted the king dead. No one
could identify the killer, and a veil of suspicion hung over the court.
Elaborate conspiracy theories were rampant, and Von encouraged them since they
served his purposes well. Those who believed treachery was afoot were much less
likely to speak out for fear of being the next mysterious death."
The teacher droned on. "Von believed his
nation's historical neutrality in the war was folly and that it would be better
to conquer both nations while they were weakened by the prolonged war. The
Elsics did not condone the use of Istra's powers, claiming it was blasphemous,
and none of their scholars were skilled in arcana. Von had no large army at his
disposal either, so he concluded that Istra's power was the only way he could
defeat both nations. He would use the very powers that were flaunted by the
Zjhon and the Varics as the agents of their destruction.
"He staged clandestine raids against each
nation, disguising his men as soldiers from the opposing nation. His
instructions were clear: he wanted people captured, not killed, because he
wanted slaves. Those captured were transported in secret to the Knell Downs,
which we believe to be high in the Pinook Mountains. Camps were built, and the
slaves were forced to experiment with creating powerful weapons using Istra's
power.
"There were many failures, as most of those captured
had no experience in such things, but after countless attempts, a slave named
Imeteri made a deadly discovery. Weakened from working in stuffy quarters, he
convinced his captors to let him work outside whenever the sun shone. His
efforts were fruitless for many weeks, and many of his experiments lay about in
disarray, unfinished or forgotten completely, except for the details in his
copious notes. Most of them consisted of various compounds of elements he
placed in clay mugs, which he sealed with mud. One day, while working on his
experiments, an explosion knocked him off his feet, and he knew one of his
concoctions had worked. It took many more efforts for him to duplicate his
success.
"One major problem was that his explosive needed
to charge in the light of both Istra and Vestra before it would detonate. As it
became saturated with energy, it would begin to glow, gradually getting
brighter and brighter until it would eventually explode.
"Von was pleased by Imeteri's discovery, and
after several refinements and small-scale demonstrations, he declared it the
success he had been looking for. Imeteri was raised to the highest status of
slave, barely less than a free man. Von ordered the other slaves to build
enormous statues in the likeness of Istra and Vestra sharing a loving embrace.
These great behemoths became known as the Statues of Terhilian, and packed with
the new explosive, they were sent to the various Zjhon and Varic cities.
Appearing to be tokens of peace, they were readily accepted and revered. The
wars had drained the Zjhon and Varic nations, and lacking the resources to
fight, they were relieved to receive the gifts.
"It was an abominable tactic and one I hope is
never eclipsed. Drawn to the statues like moths to a flame, the faithful and
war-weary congregated in enormous numbers around the likenesses of their gods.
All but a few of the statues detonated, resulting in cataclysmic explosions
that leveled entire cities, killing countless souls. The toxic aftermath
debilitated those not killed by the initial blasts, and most died soon
thereafter. And so began mankind's darkest age, a time known as the
Purge," Master Edling continued, his unvarying cadence threatening to put
Catrin, and most of the other students, into a deep sleep.
The snake, which Catrin now saw was an olive-green
tree snake, was lured from Chase's pouch by the stillness, its slender head and
neck poked from the pouch, looking like a bean pod with eyes. Catrin held her
breath as it slithered forward and coiled itself around the chair leg. Peten
noticed Catrin's sideways glances and gave her a snide look, tossing his long,
blond hair over his shoulders.
With his muscular build, strong jaw, and piercing
blue eyes, he cast a striking figure, but his attitude and ego made him the
least attractive person Catrin had ever met. She felt little pity for him as
the snake continued to follow its instinct, which was to climb. Peten was
oblivious to its presence and continued to look bored, casting his own glances
to get the attention of Roset Gildsmith.
The snake slithered up the slats on the back of his
chair; it brushed against his curls, and still he remained unaware. He shifted
in his seat, as if sensing the stares of Catrin, Chase, and Osbourne, and
turned his head to glare at them. As he did, his eyes met those of the snake,
and he shrieked. His high-pitched scream and sudden movement alarmed the snake,
and it struck, biting him on his nose. Catrin knew the snake was not venomous,
but Peten obviously knew nothing of the sort.
He leaped from his chair, sending his desk and the
snake flying. Charging from the hall, he knocked Roset and another girl from
their chairs. He showed no concern for anyone in the hall, and it was obvious
his only care was for his own safety.
Master Edling stormed to the back of the hall,
fuming, and snatched the agitated snake from the ruins of Peten's chair. After
releasing it at the base of a tree in the courtyard, he returned, pushing Peten
before him, forcing the shaken young man to return the desks to order.
Chase's eyes danced with glee, and Osbourne let a
giggle slip. The townies and Master Edling glared at them with eyes like
daggers. Catrin sat quietly, hoping the situation would somehow improve, but
instead it worsened.
"Peten Ross, you are a coward and a boor,"
Roset said with a haughty look. "Do not aspire to speak to me again."
She turned smugly away, her jaw stuck out in defiance.
Chase seemed to think things were going very well,
but Catrin could see Peten's fury rising, his embarrassment fueling his desire
for retribution. How Chase could not see mounting danger was a mystery to
Catrin. Perhaps he was simply caught up in his own thirst for revenge.
Master Edling concluded his lecture and dismissed the
class curtly. Catrin was just glad to have the lesson over and tried to flow
out with the rest of the crowd, but Master Edling barred her path.
"Miss Volker, I would have a word with
you," he said, and he clearly did not wish to compliment her.
"Yes sir, Master Edling, sir," Catrin
replied softly. "I'm sorry I was late, sir."
"I'll have no excuses from you. It is your
responsibility to arrive before the appointed time. If you cannot do so, then I
recommend you do not attend at all. Since you wasted my time at the beginning
of class, it is only fair I waste your time now. Be seated," he said, and
Catrin slumped into the chair nearest the door, anxiously waiting for her
punishment to be concluded.
* * *
Outside the lesson hall, Chase ducked into a darkened
recess and waited for Osbourne. Roset came first, and she cast him a haughty
glance, but he was grateful that she said nothing. Using the darkness for
cover, he held his breath as Peten stormed by, followed by a mob of agitated
townies. Minda and Celise walked by, and Osbourne seemed to be trying to hide
behind them. Hoping no one noticed, Chase grabbed Osbourne by the shirt and
dragged him into the alcove. Osbourne let out a small yelp before he realized
it was Chase who had grabbed him, and he looked over his shoulder more than
once.
"Looks like Edling held Catrin after
class," Chase said.
"I told you he looked boiled," Osbourne
said, but there was a tremble in his voice, and he looked nervously over his
shoulder. "Are you going to wait around for Cat?"
"I can't. I promised my dad I'd help with the
afternoon deliveries."
"I can't either," Osbourne said. "I've
chores to do, and I should probably study for the test we have coming up."
"Bah, who needs to study?" Chase asked with
a grin. "Just remember everything Edling says; that's all."
Osbourne shook his head. "That may work for you,
but my father'll tan my hide if I bring home bad marks. I'd better get Patches
saddled and get going, or I'm going to run out of light."
Chase peeked around the corner before walking back
into the light, half expecting to find Peten and the rest of the townies
waiting for him, but the stables were eerily quiet. Only Patches remained in
her stall, and Chase stayed with Osbourne while he got her saddled.
"Never seen everyone clear out so quickly,"
Chase said.
"I'm starting to think the snake was a bad
idea," Osbourne said as he tightened the girth. "Feels like I've got
squirrels in my guts. You don't think they'll do anything to Cat, do you?"
"You worry too much," Chase said, but he
secretly wondered if Osbourne was right. It seemed strange that Peten and the
others had left so quickly, and letting Osbourne and Catrin travel home alone
suddenly seemed like a very bad idea. There was nothing he could do about it,
though, no way to take back what was already done, and he tried to drive the
worry from his mind. "I'm sure everything will be fine."
"I hope you're right," Osbourne said as he
mounted. Patches, who was a well-mannered mare, must have sensed Osbourne's
nervousness, for she danced around the stable, her ears twitching as she spun.
Osbourne soothed her with a hand on her neck, and she trotted away with her
tail tucked. "I'll see you tomorrow," Osbourne said with a wave.
"Be careful," Chase said, betraying his own
fears, and Osbourne rode away looking more nervous than ever.
Checking around every corner as he went, Chase made
his way to the mill. At each turn he expected to find the townies waiting, and
their absence only increased his anxiety. "I wish they would just get on
with it," he mumbled to himself as he passed the market.
When he saw his father waiting with the wagon already
loaded, though, he forgot his fears. They had enough work to keep them until
nightfall, and he would have time to think of little else.
* * *
After sitting far longer than needed to make up the time
she had missed, Catrin began to wonder if Master Edling had forgotten she was
there. He was completely engrossed in his text, and she was hesitant to
interrupt. She tried to be patient, but she desperately wanted to talk to
Chase, and she shifted in her seat constantly.
"You are dismissed," he said suddenly
without looking up.
"Thank you, Master Edling; it won't happen
again, sir," Catrin said as she rose to leave.
"It had better not. And do not think for a
moment that I'm unaware of your involvement in today's disruption; you can pass
that along to your cousin as well," he said, and Catrin did not bother to
deny it, knowing it would do no good.
She walked quickly to the Watering Hole, arriving to
find Strom busy with the mounts of two nobles. She waited in the shadows, not
wanting the nobles to complain about riffraff hanging around the stables; it
had happened before, and she didn't want to impose on Strom. Once the nobles
made their instructions abundantly clear, they strolled into the Watering Hole,
and Catrin emerged from her hiding place.
"Thanks for keeping out of sight," Strom
said. "Salty's in the last stall. You can saddle him yourself, can't
you?" he asked with a smirk.
"I think I can manage, though the task is
beneath me," Catrin replied, and her sarcasm brought a chuckle from Strom.
Her tack had been cleaned and hung neatly outside the stall; he had treated her
horse and gear as if they were his own, and she appreciated the gesture. Salty
gave her no trouble, being aware he was on his way home, where his feed bucket
waited. Strom was still attending to the nobles' horses and tack when she
mounted.
"Thank you, Strom. I appreciate your help,"
she said, waving as she left.
"Don't mention it, Cat; just try not to make a
habit of it," he replied with a wink and returned to his work.
Salty needed little prompting, and he broke into a
trot as soon as they left town. Catrin turned him onto the wagon trail that
meandered toward her home, hoping Chase would meet her there. She had expected
to find him waiting at the Watering Hole, and his absence concerned her. She
was tempted to push Salty to a gallop but resisted the urge. The trail was
muddy and slick, and speed would only put her and Salty at risk. Her father and
Benjin had warned her about such behavior, and she heeded their advice.
Engrossed in her thoughts, she let Salty cover the
familiar distance without her input, but as she approached the woods, she heard
someone cry out. Urging Salty forward, she scanned the trees for signs of
trouble. Through the foliage, she saw flashes of movement in a clearing, and
harsh laughter echoed around her. When she saw Patches, Osbourne's mare,
wandering through the trees, still saddled and bridled, she nearly panicked.
Osbourne would never leave his horse in such a state, and she knew he was in
trouble.
After jumping from the saddle, she tied Salty to a
nearby tree and approached Patches, who recognized her and cooperated as Catrin
tied her to another tree. Meanwhile, she heard more muffled cries. Running as
fast as she could toward the nearby sound, she burst into the clearing.
Osbourne was near the center on his hands and knees. Blood flowed freely from
his nose and mouth, and he clutched his side. Peten Ross, Carter Bessin, and
Chad Macub were on horseback and appeared to have be taking turns riding past
Osbourne, beating him with their wooden staves.
"Stop this madness!" Catrin shouted as she
ran to Osbourne's side. She crouched over his body, hoping to protect him yet
knowing she could not; she was overmatched. He whimpered beneath her, spitting
blood through his ruptured lips.
"Out of the way, farm girl, or you'll share this
one's fate. He needs a lesson in showing respect to his betters," Peten
said as he spurred his horse. As he swept past, he swung his staff in a
powerful arc, landing a solid blow on Catrin's shoulder. She barely had time to
recover from his attack before Carter approached. His mount was blowing hard
from the workout, sweat frothing around saddle and bridle alike.
His staff swung wide, striking her on her hip, but
she barely felt the pain. As Peten wheeled his horse and dug in his heels, his
eyes were those of a madman. He seemed intent on killing her and Osbourne, and
Catrin became convinced her death approached. Peten was a well-muscled athlete who
had trained in the jousts for as long as he could ride. He would not miss his
target again, and her defiance clearly enraged him, leaving little chance of
mercy.
Time slowed, and as she cried out in fear, her voice
sounded hollow and strange in her ears. Still Peten came, aiming his mount so
close that she feared they would be trampled. He did not run them down, though;
instead he brought his horse just close enough to provide a clear shot at
Catrin. She watched in horror as his staff swung directly at her head, and she
saw her own terrified reflection in its highly polished surface as it blocked
out the rest of the world. Intense sadness overwhelmed her as she prepared to
die. Though she hoped Osbourne would survive the encounter, it seemed unlikely.
In the next instant, Catrin's world was forever
changed. Her body shuddered, and a sound louder than thunder ripped through the
clearing. She tried to make sense of what she saw as the world seemed to fly
away from her. Everything took on a yellowish tint, which faded to blackness as
she crumbled to the ground.
* * *
Nat Dersinger turned his nose to the wind and inhaled
deeply. The wind carried the smell of misfortune, and he had learned better
than to ignore his instincts. Despite the fact that he'd caught no fish, he
pulled in his nets. Looking out at the clear skies, broken by only fluffy white
clouds that seemed frozen in time, he wondered if he was just being silly, but
the ill feeling persisted and grew more intense with every passing moment.
With a sense of urgency, he raised his sails and
guided his small craft back to the harbor. Along the way he passed other
fishing vessels, but no one waved or shouted out in greeting, as they did with
other fishermen. Most just cast Nat suspicious glances, others glared at him
until they were lost from sight. Nat tried not to let any of it bother him, but
he soon realized he was grinding his teeth and his hands were clenched into
fists. Too many times he'd been treated as an outcast, as if he were not even human.
With a long sigh, he released his frustration and concentrated on avoiding the
scores of hidden rock formations that flanked the harbor entrance.
At the docks, he received more strange looks--partly
because he was back long before most of the other fishermen would return, and
partly because he brought no fish to the cleaning tables, but mostly it was
because he was Nat Dersinger, son of a madman. Most would rather see him dead
or exiled; others simply tolerated him. There were few people he trusted and
fewer still who trusted him. It was a lonely and unforgiving existence, but he
had to believe it was all for a purpose, some grand design beyond his ability
to perceive or understand. He let his mind be consumed by the possibilities,
and he entered an almost dreamlike state; nothing around him seemed real, as if
he walked in a place somewhere between this life and the great unknowable that
lay beyond.
Unaware of where he was going, he let his feet follow
a path of their own choosing, permitting his unconscious mind--rather than his
conscious mind--to guide the way. It was one of the few lessons his father had
taught him: sometimes the spirit knows things the mind cannot; never ignore the
urgings of your spirit.
When he reached the woods outside of town, he barely
recalled the walk. His feet continued to carry him into the countryside, and he
wondered--as he often did--if he was simply fooling himself, assigning himself
otherworldly powers rather than admitting he shared his father's illness. In
truth, that was the crux of his life. Most seek answers to a myriad of
questions, but Nat was consumed by one question alone: Had his father been a
true prophet or a madman? As he found himself suddenly climbing over a hedge of
bramble, he was inclined to believe the latter, but then the ground trembled
and the air was split by a mighty thunderclap. Leaping over the hedge, Nat
moved with confidence and purpose, suddenly trusting his instincts more than
his senses. For the first time in a very long time, he believed not only in his
father, but also in himself.
* * *
As the sun was sinking behind the mountains, casting
long shadows across the land, Catrin woke. She sat up slowly, dizzy and
disoriented, and put one hand out toward the ground to steady herself; it found
Osbourne's chest. He was unconscious, his breathing shallow, but at least he
looked no worse than he had when she'd arrived. She hoped he was not seriously
injured. Her body ached as she moved, and she closed her eyes. Drawing a deep
breath, she tried to calm herself.
Moans broke the eerie silence, and Catrin heard
someone behind her gasp. She turned to see who it was, and only then did she
behold the devastation that surrounded her. The clearing was a good bit larger
than when she'd entered it; every blade of grass, bush, and tree within a
hundred paces had been leveled. She stood, unsteadily, at the center of a
nearly perfect circle of destruction. All the debris pointed away from her, as
if she had felled it with a giant sickle.
Turning around slowly, she took in the awful details.
Supple stalks of grass had been so violently struck that they were broken
cleanly in half. In all her seventeen summers, Catrin had never witnessed such
a terrifying sight. Behind her stood Nat Dersinger, a local fisherman who was
thought to be mentally unstable. He leaned on his ever-present staff, his jaw
slack, and made no move. The staff was taller than he was, half its length shod
in iron, which formed a sharp point. His wild, graying hair stuck out in all
directions, and his eyes were wide, making him look every bit the madman some
thought him to be. Though he was of an age with Catrin's father, the lines on
his face made him appear much older.
Peten's horse lay, unmoving, in a tangle of downed
trees. Horrified, Catrin saw Peten's boots sticking out from under the animal,
and she feared him dead, but she could not make herself move.
"Help, my leg is broken!" she heard Carter
shout, and she turned to see him struggling to get out from under his own dead
horse. Chad wandered aimlessly, followed by his faithful mount, which limped
badly.
"Gods have mercy. I bear witness to the coming
of the Herald. The prophecy has been fulfilled, and Istra shall return to the
world of men." The words poured out of Nat and struck fear into those who
heard them.
Townsfolk and farmers had begun to arrive, having
heard the blast and been guided by the shouting. They tended the wounded, and
word was sent to the Masters as well as the parents of the students involved.
People scrambled to help Peten and the others, and many cast frightened glances
at Catrin as they passed. Osbourne regained consciousness, and a kindly old man
helped him to the edge of the clearing to await the Masters.
Few folk had the courage to speak to Catrin, but
those who did all asked the same question: "What happened?"
"I don't know," was the only honest answer
Catrin could give, but no one seemed to believe her. When her father arrived,
he ran to where she stood, tears filling his eyes. Overwhelmed, she collapsed
into his embrace. He hugged her and tried to comfort her, but he seemed unable
to find the right words. Instead, he tied Salty to his saddle and pulled Catrin
atop his roan mare, and they rode home in cautious silence.
* * *
A pool of molten wax and a dwindling wick were all
that remained of Wendel Volker's candle, and he let it burn. His eyes, swollen
with tears, were focused beyond the blank wall he faced. Raising Catrin alone
had never been in his plans. He had done the best he could without Elsa, but in
Wendel's mind it never seemed enough. If not for Benjin, he wasn't sure they
would have survived. All along, they had struggled, but now they faced a danger
far too great. The chill of fear crept up his neck--fear, not for himself, but
for his beloved daughter.
Remembering the damage in the clearing, Wendel felt
goose bumps rise on his skin. More disturbing than the damage was the look in
Catrin's eyes. She felt responsible and guilty; that much was clear. Wendel
tried to figure out what might have happened, but he found no answers. Instead,
he accepted the fact that he might never know. What mattered was that people
would be angry, confused, and afraid; all of which put Catrin in danger.
Stronger and deeper than his greatest personal desire was the need to protect
his daughter. So powerful was this urge that he went to where she slept and
stood over her, watching her breathe.
"Help me be strong for her, my dearest
Elsa," he said under his breath. He wept quietly. "If ever you've
heard me, hear me now. I can't do this alone. I need you. Catrin needs
you." Then he stiffened his jaw and firmed his resolve. "Watch over
her, my love, and keep her safe."
* * *
As darkness claimed the sky, Nat Dersinger stood at
the center of the clearing. All the others had long since gone to their homes
and were probably discussing the day's events over their evening meals, but Nat
tried to push that vision from his mind. Such thoughts brought him only pain
and misery, and this was not a time he needed to be reminded of his loss. What
he needed was guidance on what to do next. The prophecies warned of disastrous
events, but they gave no indication of anything that could be done to prevent
the foretold dangers. There must be something he could do, Nat thought, but he
came to the same realization he had come to in the past: It would take more
than just him. Somehow, he would have to convince those who had enough power to
make a difference. Given his past failures, he found it difficult to be
optimistic. Bending down, he pulled a blade of grass from the ground and
marveled at how cleanly it had been broken. He let his mind wander for a time
until something tugged at his awareness and demanded his attention. A familiar
yet indefinable smell drifted on the breeze, and Nat's eyes were drawn to the
heavens. As a sailor, he knew the stars as friends and followed their guidance,
but on this night, they seemed almost insignificant, as if their power were
about to be usurped, their beauty eclipsed. Nat had nothing more than his
feelings to guide him, and his thoughts ran in a familiar pattern. So many
times his instincts and gut feelings had caused him nothing but trouble. He
would spill his heart to save those who showed him only hostility.
"Why?" he asked himself for what seemed the thousandth time. But then
his familiar pattern changed, irrevocably, as he looked at the blade of grass
and the tangled mass of downed trees that lined the clearing. It was proof. No
one could argue it or claim that it was a creation of his deranged mind. This
was real and undeniable. For the first time in more than a decade, he did not
question himself.
When he looked back to the sky, he believed
completely. His father had been right all along. There was little consolation
in this knowledge, for it foretold a difficult and perilous future for all, but
it was vindicating for Nat nonetheless. As his thoughts wandered, he felt
himself drifting into a different state of awareness, his eyes fixed on the sky
yet focused on nothing. He felt himself being drawn upward, lifted to the
heavens. His eyes felt as if they would be pulled from their sockets, so
strongly did the sky seem to reach for them, longingly and insistent. The
vision began more as a feeling than images in his mind; he felt small and
afraid in the face of a coming storm. Lightning flashed across his
consciousness, and thunder rattled his soul. From the skies came a rain of fire
and blood, and the land was rent beneath his feet. A single, silhouetted figure
stood between him and the approaching inferno. Nat reached out, his hands
clawing toward salvation, but his only hope faded along with the vision.
Lying faceup at the center of the grove, just as
Catrin had found herself, Nat drew a ragged breath. Sweat ran into his eyes,
and his heart beat so fast and hard that he thought it might burst. He realized
then that it might be better if he were truly mad.
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Sounds interesting. What a creative world! All the best!
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